I guess by now I have had all the steps of the experience..He theoritically got Married now!..& I was invited…& I did Attend.
I guess I needed something solid to convince me its over..& he is not coming back to me now.
Althoughhh, someone told me , he might get back to me after sometime of being married , just of out boredom from marriage, But I dont think so…or At least I dont think I will permit him to do so..(At least I will not be part of it)
SO, sitting at the last row, in the Hall (it was by chance not by choice)..I was watching how he looked like, he & his girl, tottaly convinved that they fit each other (Unfortunately!)
Even in their families,,,Thinking: How did I ever loved this person ?!! Or Even liked him, He is SooOo different than me. Or Did I ever love Him in the first place ?! or was He just too Clever to grab Me & grab My attention so that i reactt to what he does & never think if I really love him or not ?!!
The thing is : Any other NORMAL girl, should be dying to see her Ex getting married,in front of her !! Should at least be Sad or Crying & Never see that happening..But I wasntt!
I was feeling a bit weird & Curious.
Curious to see him , her ,his family & her family. I dont know why!
I dont know why I was that Calm, that curious. Am I a Normal Girl in thr first Place :D ?! Or I just dont care coz I knew thats what should have happened in the first place.
Conclusion:Hmmmm I guess I am Not A Normal Girl!.. May Be A Vampire Girl :D!