GOD PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE….I am tierd..I am not happy & I can’t hide it anymore!
I know that I am better than many other people..But YOu Know What I want !
I CAN’T HANDLE IT ANYMORE! I FEEL EXHAUSTED & BORED & FAKE!
I AM FED UP WITH THE NONSENSE OF PEOPLE…OF FAKING EVERYTHING…
FAKING YOUR HAPPY, FAKING YOU LOVE PEOPLE AT WORK, FAKING YOUR ALRIGHT!
FAKING THAT I DON’T THINK ABOUT IT!! WHEN I DO! & YOU KNOW I DO SINCE A LONG TIME!!!!!
IT IS NOT ME WHO IS SUPPOSED TO GO SEARCHING FOR IT !!
IT IS NOT ME WHO CAN ACT IN A 2-FACED WAY & YOU KNOW THAT!!
WHY DO U KEEP ME WAITING FOR ALL THISSS TIMEEEEEEEE !
WHEN ALL I ASKED YOU ABOUT FOR A LONG TIME NOW IS THAT THING SPECIALLY!!
WHY EVEN NOT ONCE?!! WHY DON’T I FIND ONLY ONE FRIEND IN MY LIFE THAT CAN FILL THIS PARTTTTTTT ?!!!!!!!
& THE SARCASTIC WAY IS THAT, WHEN I FIND SOMEONE WITH ALL THE THINGS I LOVE, I FIND A
BIG DIFFERENCE BETWEEN US & FIND HIM USING ME IN A BAD WAY!
THE ONLY PERSON THAT I WAS INTERESTED ABOUT! R U THAT HARD AT TIMES ?!!!!!!!!!!
I FEEL STUPID FOR WRITING THESE WORDS, BUT IF I DIDN’T WRITE THEM, I GUESS I WOULD HAVE EXPLODED OR SOMETHING!
GOD I AM REALLY REALLY REALLY FED UP…PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DO SOMETHING!
BUT DON’T PUNISH ME MORE .




















