So it has been about 10 months now since he left , & since; was my last post.
In these 10 months ، Nothing changed!!
I still think about him every now & then.
We talk sometimes. Not as frequent or as sincere as we used to, But it still happens.
I didnt see him except 3 times only in 10 months, each time for less than 10 mins! Although he promised he will be there & he will see me whenever possible, But it seems that it was just words.
Yes he travels most of the time,But he also goes to his office which is 2 streets away from me!
Everytime we talk, he mentions that he wishes to see me, But again..words are just easy.
Exactly 1 Day After 1 wrote these words , he showed up lol !
Or he just want to make my life harder ?!! Don’t knoww
I heard the guy sitting behind me in the office, call his name on the phone & then, he showed up to say hii to the crowd in the office!
This day was one of the worst days in my life.I looked horribleee & didnt sleep except for couple of hours.
It was the day my mum sent sunny ..My Dog..my Baby :( ..away coz he has been misbehaving for some time.
Back to his visit, we didnt talk alone at all! he just said hii & kept talking with the crowd till the end..& then everybody left for his home.
I wished that day that after we left the crowd, he would call me & tell me dont leave, I miss u & wanna talk to u alone…. But it didnt happen!
He just left!
The Next Day, He came Againnn! To see the ppl he didnt see the day before.
He kept talking to ppl for around an hour (except to me of course !) & then I told him come sit with me for a while coz i am bored..he said okk..finallyy!
We stood infront of the building talking for about 15 mins or even less!.In those 15 mins his B*tch called him twice on the phone asking him to come home coz they have an appointment.
On the second time he didn’t even pick up the phone, he left right away..Saying
I am sorry i have to be home!
So After 10 months of not seeing him, i get 10 mins of “TALKING” that i even didnt finish What I was saying & then he leaves for his B* tch!!!?!!
PATHETIC, ISNT IT ?!!