Rejected Heart…

I have always been inspired by Quotes of famous people & Quotes from movies & so on…But for the first time in my life
I feel now that all these Quotes are just Words !

They don’t mean more or less than words that are too Ideal to be applied !
I don’t know why I am saying this or why I feel like that..or may be I do but not sure or don’t what to spit it out!!

I have a strange feeling of being “rejected” or in other words not loved nor hated ! …just rejected .

I Do Care about people & I do love them but I realized something that may be a big Negative point in me..I can’t love or give without a little bit of return!

I can’t love for the sake of  love!……( although that is one of the simpliest  Commandements that God ordered us to do)
I can’t keep on giving without the other person that I give ,gives me. (even if it is less but it may be enough for me).
Although I know that it is better ” not to fall in love” at all Than having a” Broken Heart “but I still want Love.!
Also I am sure that me being a sensitive person may break me down to pieces if I fell in love for the wrong person or the wrong time..I still can’t stop thinking about wanting someone badly & Thinking (even for a while..) for every person I meet & like , if he can be suitable for me as a partner or not!!

God,I do trust you as u say ..That you may be doing this for my own sake not anyone esle…& you may be protecting me from many things that i may not be able to stand or Handle…But Sometimes I can’t stop thinking & u know it. I know that is partially my problem because I stopped being occupied by you from the inside as before..But, 
You Know I am a Weak person ,I can’t do anything on my own !!! Please help me ! Or Send me someone to Help me.

Help Me God!!

Traveling down life’s daily road
It’s apparent to me at times
That I need to stop and ask myself
What is the truth I want to find?For we get all tangled up it seems
In life’s misfortunes and mistakes
We often see ourselves as victims
Not realizing what turns we can take

It’s not easy to be the kind of person
We really want and hope to be
Our expectations get confusing
It’s happened more than once to me

The road might seem pretty straight
But we never know when we’ll find
A sharp turn right in the midst of our path
It’s like our soul becomes sort of blind

But I truly think God has a plan for us
So we DO have to stop once in awhile
If we stop and count our blessings
We’ll find plenty of reasons for a smile

We have to pause and ask for guidance
On this long and often weary road
And when our life seems too much to bear
We can ask God to help carry our load!

Marilyn Lott