So lonely..& Need Help!!

Is that a bad luck or what ?!!!Am I that bad ???….don’t I deserve only one person in my life whom I can trust ??? Don’t I deserve only one friend that i can call my best friend ??or even my close friend??

AM I that bad in making friends ?? or it is only bad luck??
I really love people & I like making friends.I care about them & appreciate them.
I like to help them & stand by them & if I can do anything to them even if that thing is against my benefit..
I don’t say that I am the best person ever or that I am the best friend any one can ever have..But Also I am not asking for so much…I am asking for only 1 friend to carea about me..
Only 1 to be my Best friend that I can trust & share everything with him/her…
Only 1 that when I need to go out with someone ,I don’t need to go alone or ask from many people who are not free for me..

I know that Nobody can take everything in the world at the same time…
I know that I may Know a lot of people that someone may envy me for that..BUt At the end of the day,when I am really down or needs some support ,I don’t find someone to help me 😦
PLZ God, I am not asking for too much..Only i person is whom I need..If u will not send me a partner now,& it is still not the suitable time…Then plz send me a friend to support me & stand by me..

I know I don’t give u all ur rights..& I am sorry for that ..
I am trying to be better..But I need ur help very much.

Help Me God!!

Traveling down life’s daily road
It’s apparent to me at times
That I need to stop and ask myself
What is the truth I want to find?For we get all tangled up it seems
In life’s misfortunes and mistakes
We often see ourselves as victims
Not realizing what turns we can take

It’s not easy to be the kind of person
We really want and hope to be
Our expectations get confusing
It’s happened more than once to me

The road might seem pretty straight
But we never know when we’ll find
A sharp turn right in the midst of our path
It’s like our soul becomes sort of blind

But I truly think God has a plan for us
So we DO have to stop once in awhile
If we stop and count our blessings
We’ll find plenty of reasons for a smile

We have to pause and ask for guidance
On this long and often weary road
And when our life seems too much to bear
We can ask God to help carry our load!

Marilyn Lott